Sunday, September 26, 2010

I am is my birthday!

I heard from many people...people that I like and that I LOVE...

I still feel like Tommy....

There is no chance, no outside operation...
All hope lies with him and not with me...
Imagine, though, the shock from isolation
When he suddenly can hear and speak and see....

Go to the mirror, boy!

Listening to you, I get the music,
Gazing at you, I get the heat,
Following you, I climb the mountains,
I get excitement at your feet!

Right behind you, I see the millions,
On you, I see the glory,
From you, I get opinions,
From you I get the story...

What is happening in his head?

Oh, I wish I knew...I wish I knew!

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Apparently, I have been tweeting, twixting, FB'ing, or whatever else on my other blog...(Yeah, go find it! :D)

I still have things to say, whether or not you like them, that's okay...but I have to get them out...when I'm happy, when I'm sad or angry or's gotta come out.

Yeah, I am The NightFly, matter what time I get up in the morning, will never change. And yes, I like to think that I AM..."Twenty Minutes Into The Future".

Big changes coming soon for The NightFly...

More later...

I send my love, my hope and my dreams for all 12 of you who read this!

The Fly!

Ps: Oh, sorry, no really cool pic tonight!

Monday, September 13, 2010

Come Talk To Me...

Sometimes...and I know I use that phrase way too often, but...Sometimes, with all of the technology we have around us, (text me, e-mail me, tweet me, FB me, Twixt me, F*** me!) we just need to hear a voice on the phone.
We need that little bit of contact, especially since we don't have face-to-face contact very much anymore and, when we do, it's brief and constrained. I realize we are all "Twenty Minutes Into The Future" but, come on, look me in the eye, take my hand, smile at me and be my scared as I am of you, don't be afraid of me. I won't hurt you...I will be your friend, if you will give me the chance.
Call lines are open...
The NightFly will answer.

NightFly In Confusion

The NightFly is in confusion...

I have one faction in my life telling me that I have to change my life, drastically. Another faction telling me that I want to change my life. And then there is me...not wanting change in my life...I dislike change greatly!

Do I follow my heart or my head?

Fear brought me to where I am right now. Fear brought me down this horrible spiral. all I feel these days...fear and depression.

I have a darkness in my life. I have a light in my life. Then I have the grey in between.

I know which way to go. I know what I have to do. But that path, everything being said, is the hardest thing I will ever have to do. Others have done it...I can, too.

Will sobriety follow? Will serenity follow? Will happiness follow?

The NightFly wonders about all of these things...