My brother sent me a song tonight. I don't believe he knew what it meant to me.
Yo lo quierdo....I think that is what the singer is singing...
I do know this, he is saying, "I don't remember"...
But, I do. I remember. I remember all of the friends I have lost, through attrition (sp?), because of what I am...I have a disease. It's not catching, it's just a disease that hurts the people around me.
But I remember you all...I love you very much, I miss you very much and I hurt...my heart hurts because I don't have you in my life anymore.
Because of my disease.
I'm sorry. I apologize. I am sorry and I can never take it back.
I can only think of you, love you, remember you...I can't even hope that you will come back to me someday. Because I know you never will.
But I can do what I can do today and step one foot in front of the other. One day at a time.
I'm sorry. I am getting healthy now...
I wish I was healthy then...maybe we would still be friends.
For my life, still ahead, pity me.